4:58pm Maybe it should be every other day.

Seems like that's the new pattern.

I'm at a fork in the road right now.

The proverbial clouds ahead, right above the horizon line.

So there's a point of decision that's coming up head. storm clouds, and a side of drama.

That's how things feel right now. It's not over, it'll be the first day after graduation. That's what I'm jogging towards. and sprint through the taut ribbon.

Reading Arthur Miller on the F train. homeless guy was helping himself on the subway. so half the cart swtiched over. ha. switched into swtiched, eh? eh?

woke up at 1pm 'cause I went to bed at 7:30am. had lunch. talked to mom. she's telling me stories about work.

and that's where that feeling of looming events came.

cold feet + senioritis = I don't know what.

the other feeling of the moment is: established.

I'm a senior now. there are tons of underclass-people. and I'm imparting advice. or that's what I do every now and then.

and I'm very comfortable with what's going on. capable. and it's time to move on. the same pattern.

a new environment, two or three years, comfort, and time to move on.

then it'll happen again. a new environment, uncomfort, 2-3 years, and maybe time to move on again.

5:08pm