2:31am, just woke up an hour ago

'cause I've been tired. it's been a long week. went by really fast.

haven't had enough sleep. so I caught up with it tonight. laid in bed with it.

waking up at 1am is pretty delicious. or maybe it was just this time.

and waking up to wonderful emails are sunshine at midnight.

a friend of mine might be getting a job soon. might not seem like much. plenty of people have jobs. but it's been quite a journey for him to get from A to B. I've helped him along the way in whatever ways I have.

so I feel like the parent dropping of his kid on the first day of college. a bit proud, and lots of mixed emotions. happy and jealous and glad. relieved.

I started writing offline. as in a notebook. with ink and paper. neither digital nor battery operated.

then I started planning about blogging some of the entries. and now I don't feel like writing in it 'cause it's 2:37 and the lights are off. not conducive to ink and paper.

can't remember what my 4th new year's resolution is. maybe it's not as important as I want it to be.

how can my thoughts be so disjointed? a flutter of ADD. hummingbird here. humming-there. here. here.

tomorrow. will finish one project. release it into the world, because I'm tired of it riding my shoulders.