12:33am upset vs. upsetting

everything feels upsetting right now. not sure whether it's the fact that I expected to be done. or the fact that I haven't had enough sleep. or my bed isn't that great at comforting me in the wee hours of the night.

so maybe it's a combination of all those things plus a few more on the to-do list.

it's a no longer a list. but a scroll. it unfurls. and keeps rolling.

it says The End. but really means to be continued...

being near is not the same as being here.

I should go to sleep. I could probably list all the things on the list right now. but that'd be silly. enumeration only works in, umm, I don't know. maybe it doesn't work.

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yeah.

and that's that. I need to go see a movie. Be Kind Rewind. And some museum shows.

so I've obviously missed the boat on one of the above already.

and I miss remembering dreams dearly.

12:41am