2:00am a list of things to write about

That's what I started to do.

a to-do list of topics to write about.

right now, it'll be about how i'm feeling.

not sure what it is exactly.

it's very ambiguous. an amorphous feeling. neither here nor quite somewhere else.

work tomorrow. already not enough sleep.

meeting new people is fun.

It's a sense of potential. I want to explode with things. creating. and I feel that it's on the verge of happening. but not quite here yet.

the anticipation of it. as if my body knows about it before I do. because I feel like I should have so much time now. but I don't really. do I?

school's out. real world's in. but time's constantly missing.

and I maybe I should stay up to be productive. but I have work tomorrow. and the cycle has already started.

the one where I work too many hours and don't have enough time to collect my thoughts and move my life forward.

four minutes of venting.

2:05am 'night. 'morning. hello. good-bye.