2:16am two things.

maybe more.

there's nothing in this world like receiving advice from someone you admire.

life should be that simple.

the other item on the list is: maybe I'm expecting things to move faster than I need them to be. meaning, I should slow down my expectations. same standard, different time frame.

and I should write longer entries. cap and gown tomorrow. sister just got home. that means the bunk-bed for me.

yes. I feel like a 5 year old. and I'm afraid I'll fall off and crush whatever's underneath me. or that I might break the bed.

and neither case is good in the ultimate sense.

and I need to get up early tomorrow morning, today, I mean, to email folks.

I thought: I need to write a ton of email. and that's a lot of emails 'cause they don't weigh anything at all.

ba-zing.

2:21am